Thursday, December 29, 2005 one month;
telling myself not to cry now. arghx. why is telling the truth so hard? cos just told mum i will be going out w him tmr, i just wanna hv a guilt free day... and she's not happy now. i've been a good girl the whole day le. why is it so hard? i tot she had slowly accept le... but she's still so stubborn. hais... ---
enough of unhappy stuff. today is our one month le. :)) but he work full shift :(( nvm, going out tmr :D
sch reopening soon le. and my schedule still the same as last term. at least i can hv more freedom after sch start. no need to lie that much and looking for ppl to help me cover up, and be damn paranoid the whole day round.
oh well, guess i'm in a foul mood now. better stop blogging.
{10:05:00 pm}
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